I am so tired of all the road construction that is happening in Redding!!! Everywhere I turn there is a horrible little man with a stop sign. There's no point in even attempting to wash my car with all the dirt and road particles that I have been trying to drive through everyday. Okay... so maybe I am being a little bit over-dramatic and whiny... but seriously the torn up road situation that is happening all over town is driving me insane.
I am sick. I am tired. My head hurts.
Have you noticed yet that I don't feel good? You might even consider me just a little bit moody. Maybe. I typically tend to be a very positive person, but if you get me down here in the mud I love to wallow in it.
I have always been a whiner... since I was a little girl I have always enjoyed curling up in a little ball and enjoying how miserable I am at that moment. Probably irritating to those who are around me, but I enjoyed it.
I am done being the victim... whether it is the truth or not... I want something better for my life. These times of weakness are the most amazing times for being able to rely on the strength of Jesus. How can I let myself rot in my suffering, when I know that he is by my side?
God is bringing me closer to him. He is revealing to me all of the areas in my life that I am supposed to be turning over to him, instead of being satisfied with my misery. Coming to my Jesus in prayer, placing these burdens at his feet, and then stepping up with the strength that he has blessed me with.
